Gaga is Over :(

Wow I can't believe these 10 weeks have flown by! After that crazy hurricane Irene plowed through and cancelled our first performance we were tasked with only performing once and making it count. All I gotta say is I think we nailed it! I am going to miss all my fellow monsters and dancing every Sunday with them and our instructor who is so awesome. But he told us he is going to try to put together a Britney class for the spring! :D YAYYYYYYY I cannot wait for that! But for now I'm going to be in the Beyonce class for the fall semester!

In other news my experiment was not postponed... we ended up throwing it together really quickly over the course of Thursday and we somehow managed to make this work! I can not believe that all this worked out for the best! We have birds, I am making final cuts today and then next monday we are ending Trial one then its time to get trial two underway. So here is to hoping it goes well.

Well until the Beyonce starts up I'm going to have to take a dance class with my instructor to keep me busy and I might start joining this one class every week as well since its only a few bucks for students! :P Plus I can't not dance with my instructor... he is too awesome to pass up and I need him in my life to make my life more fun and enjoyable... especially after this mess with school.

School starts Wednesday! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'm not ready to add school back to my schedule yet :( hahaha.

My monsters!

Hahahahaha Me and the gals and our instructor lmao

A Pointless and Stupid Rant

Hello everybody! Well here I am, close to having started my experiment... however the analyses came back and my diets I made look like shit and we have no idea what the issue is but it appears that i made an error and I can assure you I did no such thing on this big of a project. Well any who it is looking like my experiment will be held back. Then I am running this procedure today and I get poked and prodded at for like absolutely nothing! I think the way this lab works abslutely stinks and it is so wrong to work it this way! Everything is rushed and everything is pressure and blah blah blah. I think that makes it way way worse than it is! I mean I tend to make more mistakes the more worried I am about making a mistake whereas if i had a chillax lab I think I'd have a pretty decent outcome!

Well in other news I have all but given up on men for the most part. My new guy friend is really the only person I have met online that is a great guy and we both have some feelings towards each other. Everyone else either 1) I'm not interested in 2) they aren't interested in me or 3) they only want sex. :-\ Ugh I just wish that I could find one decent guy who both of us had mutual feelings for each other and call it a day. But I've been wondering if I'm even cut out for dating any more. This feeling of hopelessness has got to the point where I don't even know if I even believe in love any more. Like at all. It has been THAT bad. I can't remember that feeling of happiness or butterflies any more and I'm wondering if it was all in my head or if I just have got to the point where its just not going to happen any more.

Sorry to be a debbie downer... its just been a rough week and a rough single life it feels like.

But in happy news... Lady Gaga performance is this weekend! And then I move up to Beyonce class!!! :D

I hate bad days

Bad days really really SUCK. What sucks worse when you have no one at home to talk to and you just get into that hopeless rut. I felt like I was in that all freaking day long. I ended up coming home and pretty much crying my freaking eyes out and that hasn't happened to me a lot as of recent. I rarely have my crying fits any more which is great but sometimes they just NEED to happen. I think its great that I can handle myself well but this time I just needed someone to come and hang out and let me just get it out. Luckily I made a new friend recently who has been super fun to hang out with, he keeps me company, we can talk just about anything, and he just let me talk and vent and eventually i burst into tears which I feel bad about cause I usually don't let people in on my emotions like that unless i'm close to them but he dealt with it so I'm impressed hahaha he didn't run and leave me there crying and instead we got pizza and drinks and talked about anything and everything hahaha. It was just what the doctor ordered! :) Granted I have severely fallen behind on unpacking but you know... whateves hahaha. I'll finish it soon enough i suppose. Maybe I'll finish it this week. I can only hope so.

So I went to the reptile show this weekend... and I got the cutest baby poison dart froggies EVERRRRR. They are super adorable and I love em. My gecko died as well p.s. and I got some guppies as well but thats really the only change to my line up i have made haha. I almost add a baby hairless rat to the mix as well but i some how declined taking the little non-fuzz ball home hahaha. Maybe next time. Unfortunately Bandit isn't doing so well... I have a feeling he is going to kick the bucket soon or I'm going to have to do it for him at the vets office :(. Oh well as long as he is happy I am ok. If he stops eating I'll know what to do unfortunately.

Ok well its late... i have a potentially long day tomorrow. Hopefully a nice date as well and we shall see what happens!

Long time no talk!

All in all life has been insane since I last posted, I had moving, my experiment, and dating, and boys and all sorts of stuff to worry about. Not to mention my wallet got stolen among some other real winner things. Here are some major chnages that have happened to me:

- I moved to a way larger apartment! I'm loving it and so is Inky!
- Dumble the rat passed away. :( RIP
- Dance class choreo is done and now I am starting the whole show by myself featured as the Lovegame Lady Gaga!
- Dating life died down a lot which was a great break and now its picked back up again weirdly enough!
- Found out some guys liked me that I thought had lost interest due to lack of communication :D
- One of my BFF's moved into the area recently so YAYYYYY
- Been out living it up with friends and doing some hardcore hanging out and partying and dancing
- Life with the advisor has been ok, I stood up for myself and I think I'm getting more respected and now that she is gone and I am showing her i have a handle on things it's working out better.

I still have ALOT of unpacking to do but my place is turning out to be pretty damn classy if i do say so myself.

Well I unfortunately have a lot to do and not a lot of time to update and not much else to think about so I'm probably going to end it here for now and try to get back into the swing of writing in here again. :) Until next time!