Hehehe Rugrats movie reference hahaha. Anyways. So I got cancelled on again with J :-\ which kinda sucks cause apparently his brother got into a car crash but I can understand that I suppose. So what happened next was weird but I really liked it... So back when Jason and I were dating, he was on this tour thing, he had a room mate that I talked to every once in awhile. Then I found out Jason was not truthful with me about him being divorced and this room mate talked me down and vouched for Jason. There also were a few other occasions we chatted about things, mainly about stuff Jason pulled and such. Well so I deleted all the friends I had that involved Jason and I get a friend request yesterday from D (the room mate). I talked to him and we talked about things that have gone on since we had last talked. So I saw him on facebook again today and i told him my plans got cancelled and he was bored too so we decided that maybe we should hang out tonight. Now we had never actually met in person but we talked quite a bit. So we met up for dinner and he made the mention "You know I know this is the first time we have met in person but it feels like we have met before." I felt like that was kind of cute :) hehehe. We ended up eating dinner and chilling out watching the children running around which was cute. Then we went back to the cars, since he had plans later that night with friends stopping by. We had that awkward hug good bye and a security guard rode by to say hi which made it awkward. Well then we leave and I get this cute text from him that says, "I wanted to kiss you but i got nervous I'm sorry". He is so cute! I told him it was no biggie and he said ok well then next time. :#) He was really cute. Wouldn't it be super weird if we ended up dating? Hah oh the irony! I gotta admit I kind of like him... maybe even have a little crush on him.
I'm trying to not get my hopes up... but I guess we will see how it goes. It will go where it goes and I'm interested to see where it goes. :) Hehehehe. Until later! I can't wait to go to dance class tomorrow!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
Its been 4 months
It has been almost 4 months since I broke up with Jason. I can not believe that I had to deal with what I did and I made it out! Its even crazier that I have finally taken the time and made the commitment to myself to not settle for another boyfriend. Its about time that I did this. This has literally been the longest time I have been single since before my first boyfriend in MIDDLE SCHOOL! 0_0 I know right? But you know what at least I'm enjoying it. Even one of my friends told me recently I seem to be embracing the single life which is the way to go. I am so happy :).
I just got my appointment for counseling! Granted it was for helping out with what happened between Jason and I but now I have one for career counseling which is REALLY what I need right now. I have to start thinking about my next step which is crazy for me to think about! I feel like I JUST went through this. Hahaha. Oh well better to have help now finally!
So I went to this death metal concert last night. Normally its not my scene but I can't help it when one of the guys I'm crushing on invited me out to it. :) He was so freaking adorable! Agghhhhhh We snuggled alot afterwards and its so comforting I feel all warm and snuggly! Hehehe well I also have a date coming up with the other guy I have been crushing on :) Its been so good so far I feel like my patience is finally paying off! :) Yippee!!!!
Ok well I need to clean up I feel kinda gross and I really feel like having a good old shower :)
I just got my appointment for counseling! Granted it was for helping out with what happened between Jason and I but now I have one for career counseling which is REALLY what I need right now. I have to start thinking about my next step which is crazy for me to think about! I feel like I JUST went through this. Hahaha. Oh well better to have help now finally!
So I went to this death metal concert last night. Normally its not my scene but I can't help it when one of the guys I'm crushing on invited me out to it. :) He was so freaking adorable! Agghhhhhh We snuggled alot afterwards and its so comforting I feel all warm and snuggly! Hehehe well I also have a date coming up with the other guy I have been crushing on :) Its been so good so far I feel like my patience is finally paying off! :) Yippee!!!!
Ok well I need to clean up I feel kinda gross and I really feel like having a good old shower :)
Monday, July 11, 2011
Its Official...
We are most likely performing our Lady Gaga routine in heels. He is thinking boots with heels I want him to tell us what exactly though because I wanna get shopping and practicing in those shoes! Especially after we just started learning Alejandro. And boy lemme tell ya this song is going to be ridiculous. We are dancing it basically in double time! We are almost done with Alejandro and then next we have Telephone, Born this Way, and Judas. Then all the other songs are just transition songs. I don't know what all the transition songs are but I know now his "vision" is to go from old to new Gaga as a timeline and create the "monsters" ball. Hehehe also apparently they got someone for costumes! AAAAHHHHHH I can't wait! I wanna know what i'm dancing in and start practicing. I also wanna play around with makeup and stuff. I should keep a look out for fun fake lashes for it. I also want to get ideas for how to do her makeup I should start taking stills of some of her looks in music videos.
So I have had a lot of good things happening in the lab as of recent. Most notoriously my advisor is starting to treat me like a regular human being finally! I'm finally getting "thank you"s and "good idea"s. It makes me finally feel like I am finally getting the recognition that I am not a dimwitted child. I am a grown woman in this field and just cause I ask questions doesn't mean I don't know anything, I ask questions cause I want to know more. I don't want to have to sit there and assume whey we are doing certain things and then end up being wrong about it. I learned a new procedure on Thursday and I also helped figure out a pretty big flaw in our phosphorus sources which was good cause I didn't know how else to fix my problem. She also has been actually teaching me how to do things to her liking which is a huge step in the right direction.
Well I'll be moving here soon! I can't believe that I have already been here a month and that i'm moving already! I just bought my new vacuum cleaner to help move out and i am so freaking excited about using it although i have had little luck having time to clean from all the excitement in my life hahaha. So lets see what has happened since I last wrote. Well I went on a few dates, some were not so memorable or I don't hear from them any more and then there is one I'm looking forward to this week and I had a great time with one last week! In fact he ended up inviting me over to his place Saturday night to hang out with him and a bunch of his friends which was a lot of fun! Even though I had a massive train failure on my part trying to get out there hahaha. I've been having a lot of luck recently with meeting good guys for a change. I dunno what I have been doing... maybe its cause I just stop talking to some less savory types of men early on. IDK. But either way I am super excited for the end of the week. I've been meeting lots of cool people and going out and doing things that I wanna do. I feel bad when I flake though like I did yesterday but at some point I just need to take a day to myself. I just get so freaking exhausted like yesterday I needed to nap hardcore I felt so much better after I did :P.
Exercising has kind of been taking a back seat... I really need to get back into it I have been pretty good at it though or if i miss it i try to do a walk or something similar to make up for it even if its only for a short time hahaha.
Man there is NOTHING going on today. I think I am going to fiddle with some numbers make my week calendar of stuff to do and head out early. I need to start setting up my moving stuff, primarily moving renter's insurance, setting up electricity and gas, cable, address change, and probably a truck rental. I also need to comandeer some friends for moving help. Should probably start think about sending out a mass e-mail soon. And I need to find out if after I spackle stuff if I need to repaint the walls. Hmmm well off to fiddle with numbers then I am probably going food shopping I really need to get some grocery shopping done again haha.
So I have had a lot of good things happening in the lab as of recent. Most notoriously my advisor is starting to treat me like a regular human being finally! I'm finally getting "thank you"s and "good idea"s. It makes me finally feel like I am finally getting the recognition that I am not a dimwitted child. I am a grown woman in this field and just cause I ask questions doesn't mean I don't know anything, I ask questions cause I want to know more. I don't want to have to sit there and assume whey we are doing certain things and then end up being wrong about it. I learned a new procedure on Thursday and I also helped figure out a pretty big flaw in our phosphorus sources which was good cause I didn't know how else to fix my problem. She also has been actually teaching me how to do things to her liking which is a huge step in the right direction.
Well I'll be moving here soon! I can't believe that I have already been here a month and that i'm moving already! I just bought my new vacuum cleaner to help move out and i am so freaking excited about using it although i have had little luck having time to clean from all the excitement in my life hahaha. So lets see what has happened since I last wrote. Well I went on a few dates, some were not so memorable or I don't hear from them any more and then there is one I'm looking forward to this week and I had a great time with one last week! In fact he ended up inviting me over to his place Saturday night to hang out with him and a bunch of his friends which was a lot of fun! Even though I had a massive train failure on my part trying to get out there hahaha. I've been having a lot of luck recently with meeting good guys for a change. I dunno what I have been doing... maybe its cause I just stop talking to some less savory types of men early on. IDK. But either way I am super excited for the end of the week. I've been meeting lots of cool people and going out and doing things that I wanna do. I feel bad when I flake though like I did yesterday but at some point I just need to take a day to myself. I just get so freaking exhausted like yesterday I needed to nap hardcore I felt so much better after I did :P.
Exercising has kind of been taking a back seat... I really need to get back into it I have been pretty good at it though or if i miss it i try to do a walk or something similar to make up for it even if its only for a short time hahaha.
Man there is NOTHING going on today. I think I am going to fiddle with some numbers make my week calendar of stuff to do and head out early. I need to start setting up my moving stuff, primarily moving renter's insurance, setting up electricity and gas, cable, address change, and probably a truck rental. I also need to comandeer some friends for moving help. Should probably start think about sending out a mass e-mail soon. And I need to find out if after I spackle stuff if I need to repaint the walls. Hmmm well off to fiddle with numbers then I am probably going food shopping I really need to get some grocery shopping done again haha.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Holey Moley!
I have literally been non-stop since my last dance class. With my advisor coming back, to dates, to just pure MADNESS. I have been writing and writing but I feel like I am actually getting somewhere this time at least! I feel like this protocol is so easy but at the same time I don't want that to cloud my judgement and cruise on it.
So lets see what has all happened... well on Thursday I had a great date but I ended up talking on the phone with some jerk off dude who literally told me he knew more about my project than he did because he watched TV shows on the subject *rolls eyes* he ALSO is one of those 9/11 conspiracy guys and was telling me that I was just a "stupid" civilian. I'm sorry but I have to stand up for myself and all the other civilians out there... but just cause we are civilians does not make us incompetent, in fact the military relies on civlians for several jobs as one of my new friends put it. So with out us there would really not be a job for you to do... so crazy marine.... fuck you, I know what the fuck I'm talking about and when you get a credible source to back up your "theories" about the poultry industry you may come back to talk to me. Also when you learn to spell "cause" when your trying to tell me to grow up would help as well cause its hard to read the writing of a 2 year old who wants to have an adult conversation. I know real gem right? At least I got rid of that crazy and I ended up going on a WAY better date any ways the night I was supposed to hang out with him. *lmao* The guy I went on a date with was super sweet and awesome and we went on quite an adventure that involved putt-putt, getting my car stuck in a parking lot, driving too far into dc and missing my exit, and finally going to get it in the morning. The night I had the fight with the other guy I also was on the phone for a LOOOOONG time with another guy who I really like so far. :) I think we really mesh and we can talk openly and about anything so I can't wait to meet him and see what its like in person :D!
In dancing news... I met my instructor. All I can say is I <3 him! He is so freaking awesome and ends up we are learning 11 songs not just 6 so we are doing poker face and paparazzi as well as some others as transitions such as beautiful, dirty, rich. We'll just see. AND we maybe doing this in heels, fishnets, booty shorts, and lingerie! O_O He literally said he hopes "no small children will be present" we did all of just dance on sunday, added chorus to lovegame and started bad romance. I am sooooo freaking excited to get my costume and start doing this more although this means I need to get in shape for me to be able to wear these outfits and look good haha. :)
Speaking of exercise... I have surprisingly been keeping up on 30 day shred! I haven't lost too much weight though which is discouraging but I am losing inches so that must mean I'm gaining muscle then! :D I don't mind that especially since I want to be in better shape and stuff. I can't wait til I get to my goal! I am sad though cause I did lose some of the B's :( but I just need to put more support on so I don't burn fat there from it moving :P bahahaha. I am also debating adding drop in classes to my schedule because honestly dance class is keeping me so motivated now and so happy and I love this feeling of feeling good about myself :D. We'll have to see if I can afford it.
Oh and I have officially bought almost all of E.L.F.'s mineral makeup line for under $80 from various sales and such and I have now replaced all my makeup with this awesome product! I can't wait to get my final box of it and be good to go! Plus I got a whole bunch of stuff that I can now use for the Gaga recital... Maybe I'll offer to do makeup for the show... *thinking* I do know a thing or two about cosmetology... I may have to suggest that to him! Oh no i just realize I should have gotten make up remover! Poop! :-\ Oh well i'll just keep that in mind for the next sale they put on lmao!
I think that is everything! I got a hot date tonight should be great... its a second date and we are going to continue to watch bully beatdown cause i got him hooked on it I also left my sunglasses there last time and i want those back hahaha.
Until next time! I am off to complete a crazy ass week ahead of myself now!
So lets see what has all happened... well on Thursday I had a great date but I ended up talking on the phone with some jerk off dude who literally told me he knew more about my project than he did because he watched TV shows on the subject *rolls eyes* he ALSO is one of those 9/11 conspiracy guys and was telling me that I was just a "stupid" civilian. I'm sorry but I have to stand up for myself and all the other civilians out there... but just cause we are civilians does not make us incompetent, in fact the military relies on civlians for several jobs as one of my new friends put it. So with out us there would really not be a job for you to do... so crazy marine.... fuck you, I know what the fuck I'm talking about and when you get a credible source to back up your "theories" about the poultry industry you may come back to talk to me. Also when you learn to spell "cause" when your trying to tell me to grow up would help as well cause its hard to read the writing of a 2 year old who wants to have an adult conversation. I know real gem right? At least I got rid of that crazy and I ended up going on a WAY better date any ways the night I was supposed to hang out with him. *lmao* The guy I went on a date with was super sweet and awesome and we went on quite an adventure that involved putt-putt, getting my car stuck in a parking lot, driving too far into dc and missing my exit, and finally going to get it in the morning. The night I had the fight with the other guy I also was on the phone for a LOOOOONG time with another guy who I really like so far. :) I think we really mesh and we can talk openly and about anything so I can't wait to meet him and see what its like in person :D!
In dancing news... I met my instructor. All I can say is I <3 him! He is so freaking awesome and ends up we are learning 11 songs not just 6 so we are doing poker face and paparazzi as well as some others as transitions such as beautiful, dirty, rich. We'll just see. AND we maybe doing this in heels, fishnets, booty shorts, and lingerie! O_O He literally said he hopes "no small children will be present" we did all of just dance on sunday, added chorus to lovegame and started bad romance. I am sooooo freaking excited to get my costume and start doing this more although this means I need to get in shape for me to be able to wear these outfits and look good haha. :)
Speaking of exercise... I have surprisingly been keeping up on 30 day shred! I haven't lost too much weight though which is discouraging but I am losing inches so that must mean I'm gaining muscle then! :D I don't mind that especially since I want to be in better shape and stuff. I can't wait til I get to my goal! I am sad though cause I did lose some of the B's :( but I just need to put more support on so I don't burn fat there from it moving :P bahahaha. I am also debating adding drop in classes to my schedule because honestly dance class is keeping me so motivated now and so happy and I love this feeling of feeling good about myself :D. We'll have to see if I can afford it.
Oh and I have officially bought almost all of E.L.F.'s mineral makeup line for under $80 from various sales and such and I have now replaced all my makeup with this awesome product! I can't wait to get my final box of it and be good to go! Plus I got a whole bunch of stuff that I can now use for the Gaga recital... Maybe I'll offer to do makeup for the show... *thinking* I do know a thing or two about cosmetology... I may have to suggest that to him! Oh no i just realize I should have gotten make up remover! Poop! :-\ Oh well i'll just keep that in mind for the next sale they put on lmao!
I think that is everything! I got a hot date tonight should be great... its a second date and we are going to continue to watch bully beatdown cause i got him hooked on it I also left my sunglasses there last time and i want those back hahaha.
Until next time! I am off to complete a crazy ass week ahead of myself now!
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