Things are going well!

The literature review is due on the 10th! I am proud to say that I have cut my distractions almost in half if not all of them this past week ;). I am starting to finally feel confident in getting this work finished. I am really panicing about the review of my year though but they told me just say whats on my mind and I should be ok :). I am also nervous what she is going to say but at least I will have all my work done. If she has a problem with it... oooooh dept. chair! Hahaha.

So onto my love life. So I have been single for over a month now. That is almost a record for me sadly hahahaha. But you know what... this is the FIRST time I have been happy with where I am and happy to not have someone else to deal with. I don't need extra super drama in my life. Thats the last thing I need and as we saw earlier... it super duper kept me busy and distracted when there was fighting and crap. I am determined this time to date people and see what I like and what I don't like. I'm not committing to ANY ONE for awhile unless it feels super right. While I will admit there are a few people who have really caught my eye... I'm not any where near ready to commit to any one. Its going to take some super getting to know them before I really do so. I told at least one of them if not all of them that I'm determined that the next person I date should be the one which is why I'm being super picky and maybe even a little judgemental too.

I think the best thing about dating around is you pick out all the jealous types super early :P. If they get all antsy when they find out I am seeing a lot of people and get all possessive its easy "BYE!" hahahaha. I hang out with guys and I do still talk to old flings or exes so I mean they gotta be able to handle that hahaha. I'm not looking to please any one but myself for now. I have put so much effort and energy into all my past relationships without asking for anything and its about time I learn to ask for some help and love before I give it hahaha.

I am really excited about where my life has been heading and I can only hope that it continues to go up from here and maybe in the next few months someone will finally prove to me that there is a MAN out there for me... because I am really tired of dating boys :P

Very appropriate for some guys I meet and what turns me off... gotta love some of Ke$ha's stuff hahaha.

You should know
That I love you alone
But I just can’t date a dude with a vag

When we fell in love
You made my heart drop
And you had me thinking ‘bout you nonstop
That you cried ‘bout this and whine about that
When you grow a pear
You can call me back

Yeah I think you’re hot
I think you’re alright
But you’re acting like the chick all the time
You are cool and now you’re not just like that
When you grow a pear
You can call me back