Its been 4 months

It has been almost 4 months since I broke up with Jason. I can not believe that I had to deal with what I did and I made it out! Its even crazier that I have finally taken the time and made the commitment to myself to not settle for another boyfriend. Its about time that I did this. This has literally been the longest time I have been single since before my first boyfriend in MIDDLE SCHOOL! 0_0 I know right? But you know what at least I'm enjoying it. Even one of my friends told me recently I seem to be embracing the single life which is the way to go. I am so happy :).

I just got my appointment for counseling! Granted it was for helping out with what happened between Jason and I but now I have one for career counseling which is REALLY what I need right now. I have to start thinking about my next step which is crazy for me to think about! I feel like I JUST went through this. Hahaha. Oh well better to have help now finally!

So I went to this death metal concert last night. Normally its not my scene but I can't help it when one of the guys I'm crushing on invited me out to it. :) He was so freaking adorable! Agghhhhhh We snuggled alot afterwards and its so comforting I feel all warm and snuggly! Hehehe well I also have a date coming up with the other guy I have been crushing on :) Its been so good so far I feel like my patience is finally paying off! :) Yippee!!!!

Ok well I need to clean up I feel kinda gross and I really feel like having a good old shower :)