Holey Moley!

I have literally been non-stop since my last dance class. With my advisor coming back, to dates, to just pure MADNESS. I have been writing and writing but I feel like I am actually getting somewhere this time at least! I feel like this protocol is so easy but at the same time I don't want that to cloud my judgement and cruise on it.

So lets see what has all happened... well on Thursday I had a great date but I ended up talking on the phone with some jerk off dude who literally told me he knew more about my project than he did because he watched TV shows on the subject *rolls eyes* he ALSO is one of those 9/11 conspiracy guys and was telling me that I was just a "stupid" civilian. I'm sorry but I have to stand up for myself and all the other civilians out there... but just cause we are civilians does not make us incompetent, in fact the military relies on civlians for several jobs as one of my new friends put it. So with out us there would really not be a job for you to do... so crazy marine.... fuck you, I know what the fuck I'm talking about and when you get a credible source to back up your "theories" about the poultry industry you may come back to talk to me. Also when you learn to spell "cause" when your trying to tell me to grow up would help as well cause its hard to read the writing of a 2 year old who wants to have an adult conversation. I know real gem right? At least I got rid of that crazy and I ended up going on a WAY better date any ways the night I was supposed to hang out with him. *lmao* The guy I went on a date with was super sweet and awesome and we went on quite an adventure that involved putt-putt, getting my car stuck in a parking lot, driving too far into dc and missing my exit, and finally going to get it in the morning. The night I had the fight with the other guy I also was on the phone for a LOOOOONG time with another guy who I really like so far. :) I think we really mesh and we can talk openly and about anything so I can't wait to meet him and see what its like in person :D!

In dancing news... I met my instructor. All I can say is I <3 him! He is so freaking awesome and ends up we are learning 11 songs not just 6 so we are doing poker face and paparazzi as well as some others as transitions such as beautiful, dirty, rich. We'll just see. AND we maybe doing this in heels, fishnets, booty shorts, and lingerie! O_O He literally said he hopes "no small children will be present" we did all of just dance on sunday, added chorus to lovegame and started bad romance. I am sooooo freaking excited to get my costume and start doing this more although this means I need to get in shape for me to be able to wear these outfits and look good haha. :)

Speaking of exercise... I have surprisingly been keeping up on 30 day shred! I haven't lost too much weight though which is discouraging but I am losing inches so that must mean I'm gaining muscle then! :D I don't mind that especially since I want to be in better shape and stuff. I can't wait til I get to my goal! I am sad though cause I did lose some of the B's :( but I just need to put more support on so I don't burn fat there from it moving :P bahahaha. I am also debating adding drop in classes to my schedule because honestly dance class is keeping me so motivated now and so happy and I love this feeling of feeling good about myself :D. We'll have to see if I can afford it.

Oh and I have officially bought almost all of E.L.F.'s mineral makeup line for under $80 from various sales and such and I have now replaced all my makeup with this awesome product! I can't wait to get my final box of it and be good to go! Plus I got a whole bunch of stuff that I can now use for the Gaga recital... Maybe I'll offer to do makeup for the show... *thinking* I do know a thing or two about cosmetology... I may have to suggest that to him! Oh no i just realize I should have gotten make up remover! Poop! :-\ Oh well i'll just keep that in mind for the next sale they put on lmao!

I think that is everything! I got a hot date tonight should be great... its a second date and we are going to continue to watch bully beatdown cause i got him hooked on it I also left my sunglasses there last time and i want those back hahaha.

Until next time! I am off to complete a crazy ass week ahead of myself now!