Number 16

    16. I get stressed too easily.

This is super true. I get so worked up over nothing all the time. I wish I wouldn't put such a crazy burden on myself all the time and be such a damn perfectionist. Its like I expect everything to be perfect, everything goes right, people do what they say they were going to do, etc etc. But life isn't that way and I know it so I dunno why i expect absolute perfection out of everything. I kinda had a rough morning and I have been overthinking things which is one of my worst habits but I should just relax and what I am overthinking about is probably nothing.

My advisor is still in the hospital so another meeting goes down the drain. I guess I am going to the cabin this weekend after all I think. She needs to rest and just not come back until Monday and then we can regroup and tackle this thing head on. She wanted the experiements to start TUESDAY!?!?! Ummmm where were we gonna allocate 1600 birds by TUESDAY?? I am pretty sure it wouldn't happen. Good gracious.

Well fingers crossed that my evening goes better. I hate rainy days, they always make me so depressed. :-\ Maybe I will play some video games tonight. I am kinda at a loss of what I am feeling right now. Its very weird... I blame the weather and the craziness of this project. *sigh* I just want this stuff to go away and I can be back to giggly happy Becca.